an awful first entry

November 10, 2009, 11:37 in the evening

First post in this blog! Excited and delighted…

I never had a chance to write a concrete and logical entry for months now. The last was posted in Multiply (if I even consider that logical?) and it involves friendship and a simple recall of my simple lifestyle then and now. The truth is, for this entry, I do not have a single topic to discuss… Most will be glimpse of my life and some of what I do today.

One this I want to emphasize is this: A person says sorry only if he knows that he had done something wrong. If he knows and feels that he’s guilty… A person who is sincere in asking for forgiveness is someone who is saying it from the heart and not because it had been dictated to him or he was told to do so.

I am not as childish as I was before. I do not go anymore for blog fights, ‘war-freak’ styled shoutouts and other similar stuff… I’ve been there and I’ve learned my lessons… Those were colorful portions of my life but unfortunately, I do not want to commit the same mistakes again… And and and… I do not go for childish reasons to be angry with someone anymore… Sorry, but all I wanna do now is laugh...

Also, I must again agree with that entry I’ve made about divorcing a friend. It’s funny how I’ve tried to be close to one person not worthy of my attention when in fact, he doesn’t want me around him? (Hmmm… Is this really about a friend, Kirstie? It seems like your talking about someone in your past, huh?) Nah! All I’m saying is, if someone doesn’t want me in his life, he does not have to act stupid by trying to avoid me or something. I could always go my way.

For now, I need to work, work and work. Work for the betterment of myself and those people around me who are very much important to me… Work for my own improvement… Work for my own savings… Work for my future… And work for my own dreams which I believe are not too far away…

And I promise to be a better friend to those who considers me one… Hmmm… No other message for those who hate me… I am me and no one can ever change that!

Good night everyone!

November 11, 2009 12:17 a.m.